When life reminds you to fuck off

Sometimes I wonder if life or "god" or whatever exists in the world is listening and then it abruptly reminds you it most certainly is! I had been working very hard on healing and moving on, which had been a struggle. My mind had literally created a mental veil over my memories and feelings towards it because it was so traumatizing. This had truly been the worst pain in my life. I had been dealing with them still checking my social media, seeing them at events. I was confused about if they ever cared, if they still did. They have someone new, so I wasn't sure if they were checking my stuff just to see if I was where they were. Were they making fun of me together? I was thinking about reaching out about it but decided against it. from there I realized that she had turned some things off so I could no longer see if she was checking. Which was the same day that the veil broke earlier in the night. So everything came crashing down. So that was a fantastic reminder, oh someone is definitely listening, just not the way you think. I don't really know what I'm trying to say, but it felt like I was waiting for some type of response and I got one. Just not the one I wanted